And this is how my shitty day went. First real post.
I wish I had something upbeat to post about today, but that's just not happening.
Every time I get a new journal, the first post is about how miserable I'm feeling. And I do feel crappy. The past week or so has been awesome, but the past 12 hours just sucked. Nathaniel spent the night to help create this new blog (all credit going to him, by the way http://www.ethrel.blogspot.com) and we got a lot of sleep. Gordy called at 4, when we were waking up to ask if we were coming that night to see the fireworks again. So yeah, sure, why not. Then Carla and Lei showed up just to hang out I guess. Lei wasn't happy because he hates Nathaniel. Some stupid shit about being jealous >_> So Lei went home and Carla came with us. When we got to Gordy's, he was already drunk and had two stoner friends there, whom I immediately hated. It just didn't feel right being there. I hate the taste of tequila, by the way. Gordy and the two friends went outside somewhere to get high, then when they got back we went back down to the 7-11 to see the fireworks like last time. We ended up separating before we got there though. So long story short, I'm pissed at Gordy for being an asshole. Pissed at Lei too - arrogant dickhead.
SO after the fireworks, we walked to the bus stop and me and Carla went to Alyssa's house for her sleepover thing that ended up not being as good as everyone expected. At least Katrina, Mellisa, and Andy didn't come. We also didn't have to sleep outside. This is where things really went downhill. There was some kid there named Chuck, who of course, I immediately hated. Not unusual. We hung out in silence for a bit until I put a Venture Brothers DVD on. Carla and Alyssa fell asleep, so Neo, Anne, Pam, Chuck, and me went to Mac's to buy stuff. Then we went to this little school playground thing. I was planning on finding a patch of grass to lie on and look at the stars, but the sprinklers had just gone off and everything was wet. We spent an hour or so there, and everyone started to annoy me. I was cold, lying uncomfortably on one of the climbing things, etc. And the part about everyone pissing me off brings me to my rant.
I want everyone to stop being a pretentious little show offy asshole. 'Kay? Every time people get together they have to brag about stupid shit that no one should be proud of (For example - "I got SO drunk after the grad ceremony and pissed on someone's garage!"). Also blatantly hinting at the fact that certain people have had sex. I got it when you shouted "I'm not a virgin!", okay? When I finally had enough I said that I was sick of everyone I hang out with bragging all the time and they apologized and started right back up again. So I sat up and said I wanted to go home. A half an hour later, we actually got up and started walking home after plans were made to go swimming the next day. No thanks. Not like I was invited anyway.
So when we got back to Alyssa's, her and Carla were awake and apparently had gone looking for us because no one remembered that I had a cell phone with me. After watching some video of Neo getting hynotized at the Stampede a few years ago, I woke up and dragged a blanket and my discman into the backyard and tried to sleep on the porch for a bit because my asthma was worse than usual and I needed to be alone. That was a bad idea because it was fucking cold and uncomfortable. I went back inside and within an hour had to go home. I couldn't stand people any longer. My bus came at 7:45 am and I just got home about 20 minutes ago. I'm tired, but I'm going to try to stay up for another 13-14 hours so I'll go to bed early and wake up semi-early. School starts in ten days. Shoot me.
Actually... scratch that part about staying up. I'm going to bed - screw it. And I'll be spending the next few days or so being anti-social.
P.S - I'm also feeling kinda sick because I stopped caring 100% about being vegan and ate some food with milk products in it, which I don't think my body is used to. I'm hoping it's just a phase though.
---
A picture from Tuesday's fireworks, in front of the same 7-11.
From left to right: Gordy's cousin, Nathaniel, Carla, and Gordy.
Every time I get a new journal, the first post is about how miserable I'm feeling. And I do feel crappy. The past week or so has been awesome, but the past 12 hours just sucked. Nathaniel spent the night to help create this new blog (all credit going to him, by the way http://www.ethrel.blogspot.com) and we got a lot of sleep. Gordy called at 4, when we were waking up to ask if we were coming that night to see the fireworks again. So yeah, sure, why not. Then Carla and Lei showed up just to hang out I guess. Lei wasn't happy because he hates Nathaniel. Some stupid shit about being jealous >_> So Lei went home and Carla came with us. When we got to Gordy's, he was already drunk and had two stoner friends there, whom I immediately hated. It just didn't feel right being there. I hate the taste of tequila, by the way. Gordy and the two friends went outside somewhere to get high, then when they got back we went back down to the 7-11 to see the fireworks like last time. We ended up separating before we got there though. So long story short, I'm pissed at Gordy for being an asshole. Pissed at Lei too - arrogant dickhead.
SO after the fireworks, we walked to the bus stop and me and Carla went to Alyssa's house for her sleepover thing that ended up not being as good as everyone expected. At least Katrina, Mellisa, and Andy didn't come. We also didn't have to sleep outside. This is where things really went downhill. There was some kid there named Chuck, who of course, I immediately hated. Not unusual. We hung out in silence for a bit until I put a Venture Brothers DVD on. Carla and Alyssa fell asleep, so Neo, Anne, Pam, Chuck, and me went to Mac's to buy stuff. Then we went to this little school playground thing. I was planning on finding a patch of grass to lie on and look at the stars, but the sprinklers had just gone off and everything was wet. We spent an hour or so there, and everyone started to annoy me. I was cold, lying uncomfortably on one of the climbing things, etc. And the part about everyone pissing me off brings me to my rant.
I want everyone to stop being a pretentious little show offy asshole. 'Kay? Every time people get together they have to brag about stupid shit that no one should be proud of (For example - "I got SO drunk after the grad ceremony and pissed on someone's garage!"). Also blatantly hinting at the fact that certain people have had sex. I got it when you shouted "I'm not a virgin!", okay? When I finally had enough I said that I was sick of everyone I hang out with bragging all the time and they apologized and started right back up again. So I sat up and said I wanted to go home. A half an hour later, we actually got up and started walking home after plans were made to go swimming the next day. No thanks. Not like I was invited anyway.
So when we got back to Alyssa's, her and Carla were awake and apparently had gone looking for us because no one remembered that I had a cell phone with me. After watching some video of Neo getting hynotized at the Stampede a few years ago, I woke up and dragged a blanket and my discman into the backyard and tried to sleep on the porch for a bit because my asthma was worse than usual and I needed to be alone. That was a bad idea because it was fucking cold and uncomfortable. I went back inside and within an hour had to go home. I couldn't stand people any longer. My bus came at 7:45 am and I just got home about 20 minutes ago. I'm tired, but I'm going to try to stay up for another 13-14 hours so I'll go to bed early and wake up semi-early. School starts in ten days. Shoot me.
Actually... scratch that part about staying up. I'm going to bed - screw it. And I'll be spending the next few days or so being anti-social.
P.S - I'm also feeling kinda sick because I stopped caring 100% about being vegan and ate some food with milk products in it, which I don't think my body is used to. I'm hoping it's just a phase though.
---
A picture from Tuesday's fireworks, in front of the same 7-11.
From left to right: Gordy's cousin, Nathaniel, Carla, and Gordy.
posted by Spockula at 7:29 AM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home